Post by prudence on Apr 1, 2007 19:31:02 GMT -5
Well since, we broke up there seems to be something going on. I've been trying to replace something inside of me with someone else. I know that those other people aren't him, but I still feel something. I'm kinda scared of it all. I'm scared that I'll never feel as alive as I do, when I'm with him or with David. The closet thing I found to him, but I know the circumstances that he is in. THe whole girl friend thing, but I can't help myself and I can't seem to stop myself. It was so good while it last, but now it just like pain. I don't know if I'll ever feel like that, especially since I'm pushing 25 years already. Still my love life is a complete mess and well Darren really screwed me up. Being my ex and my first love. After that there was James, Lil' Miike, then david. James was that nice, but sweet part of Darren that I miss so much sometimes. Lil' Mike, always made me laugh. David is super sweet and he's of course straight, which sucks. But it seems I might be clinging... Can someone help me, and suggest something that might help my current condition?
~Prue~
~Prue~
