Post by oliviaaa on Sept 30, 2008 17:39:59 GMT -5
I broke up with my long time boyfriend a few months ago and it took a long while to admit that I'm officially missing him. His friends know I do and his sisters knows that too, well my close friends know too.
When we were going out there was so much opposition between us and I hated it so much and he didn't care. Some of my friends thought he wanted to be with me to get more popular or whatever. He also hangs out with all the rapper guys who party a lot not that I don't party too. What's weird is that he has a bunch of dramas or situations as he calls it, knda what you call "from the streets?" i think. and I'm a chill person who doesn't like that. way worse than regular dramas in hs. Ughh, so much going on his life than mine, me trying to support him. Felt like a rollercoaster!
One day he told me he needed to get his life together, with everything going on and I understood that. I loved him and I still love him til today.He showed me his side of his world and did too. We went through a lot together, even sneaking out sometimes, haha.
I broke up with him because of what he needed to do and to do that I needed to distance myself from him. There's not a lot of things I regret but this one I do.
His sister told me he reformed, not drinking or smoking. I believe her, I think?
No nvm, I do told me something that pretty much convinced me.
Want to be with him but uh my friends think I'm crazy. Haha, most of their boyfriends are either same age or older I think that's why they oppose it I guess? And this guy ain't from the same social crowd I'm in. He's younger they call him 'little boy" ughh.
He's a tough acting guy on the outside and cute sensitive on the inside BUT he's AND i are the most stubborn people. I don't want to go back to him first. Oh yea, haven't seen/talked to him for months after we broke up but ughh all my exBFs popping up all over the place, irking. Asked out a few times, but I can't say yes and try use them to forget him, that's ditz.
I want my friends to accept him but I don't think they would. I want my friends to accept him if I get back with him but uh idk. i know it doesn't seem like real friends but they had my back since I was a youngin'
Gotaah respect that right?
We go to different schools now so that would mean I would have to go to him. his sister told me he still *likes me and I should go back out with him but doesn't want to seem desperate well that's what she said. hahha, his family misses me. and his dog has the same name as me, olivia; kinda skeptical about that.
I'm not sure what my question should be but what should I do??
Sorry if it's too long..
When we were going out there was so much opposition between us and I hated it so much and he didn't care. Some of my friends thought he wanted to be with me to get more popular or whatever. He also hangs out with all the rapper guys who party a lot not that I don't party too. What's weird is that he has a bunch of dramas or situations as he calls it, knda what you call "from the streets?" i think. and I'm a chill person who doesn't like that. way worse than regular dramas in hs. Ughh, so much going on his life than mine, me trying to support him. Felt like a rollercoaster!
One day he told me he needed to get his life together, with everything going on and I understood that. I loved him and I still love him til today.He showed me his side of his world and did too. We went through a lot together, even sneaking out sometimes, haha.
I broke up with him because of what he needed to do and to do that I needed to distance myself from him. There's not a lot of things I regret but this one I do.
His sister told me he reformed, not drinking or smoking. I believe her, I think?
No nvm, I do told me something that pretty much convinced me.
Want to be with him but uh my friends think I'm crazy. Haha, most of their boyfriends are either same age or older I think that's why they oppose it I guess? And this guy ain't from the same social crowd I'm in. He's younger they call him 'little boy" ughh.
He's a tough acting guy on the outside and cute sensitive on the inside BUT he's AND i are the most stubborn people. I don't want to go back to him first. Oh yea, haven't seen/talked to him for months after we broke up but ughh all my exBFs popping up all over the place, irking. Asked out a few times, but I can't say yes and try use them to forget him, that's ditz.
I want my friends to accept him but I don't think they would. I want my friends to accept him if I get back with him but uh idk. i know it doesn't seem like real friends but they had my back since I was a youngin'
Gotaah respect that right?
We go to different schools now so that would mean I would have to go to him. his sister told me he still *likes me and I should go back out with him but doesn't want to seem desperate well that's what she said. hahha, his family misses me. and his dog has the same name as me, olivia; kinda skeptical about that.
I'm not sure what my question should be but what should I do??
Sorry if it's too long..
